111.

If Only, If Only


Oh how I wish for time to move backwards
Oh how I long for hope once again
Oh how my heart now aches for your loving
Oh how my blood wants veins to run through

110.

Trapped Alone in a Crowded Life


In hated life and death dispair
I scream in light of silent air
That strangles me and hope's still breath
And brings my gaze to sacred rest

To life from death I long to flee
And search for what is mine to see
If long-detested life won't cease
Can I now turn my face to peace?

109.

Forbidden Chance and Open Door


As hot as death, I scream once more
Sweat and cry a tear so pure
Trapped in heat of past's mistake
Looking now at start of race
For now at once may chance evolve
Fly and dance with future's soul

108.

Moving on to Chapter 2



Stare in shock at open door
A door so tight and closed before
That leads to future’s life and chance
Inviting me to join the dance

I got the grades and pass on through
To run and fly with people new
Friend or Foe I’m soon to see
Now life will start and shine for me